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Clan / RPGX Disbanded(ing)
Topic Started: Jul 26 2009, 12:38 AM (270 Views)
x8xid	Jul 26 2009, 12:38 AM Post #1
Owner / Clan Master Posts: 3,532 Group: Admins Member #1 Joined: May 9, 2008 What is your favorite type of game? Pen / Paper RPG	Got tired of jacking with the clan crap. Nobody gave a crap anyway so I disbanded the group. Thanks everyone who showed up when they could. I'm kind of in a pissy mood right now so ignore my pissy posts if they don't directly involve you. Believe me you'll know if I'm directly pissy with YOU because I promise that I will just fxing say so... RPGX will probably go down soon. I'm tired of jacking with even the thought of that. Really I'm just tired. I'll probably leave the forums here for you guys to do whatever with... use em'... let em rot... fill it with stupid irrelevant crap. Pop in once in a while to bitch about how nothing's going on, then not actually help out... I don't care. I'm planning to use the rest of the web space as a place to store files... I just don't see a point anymore. We don't play. We don't talk. All threads are ending in rhetorical quips of failing wit and I just can't keep it up. I'm not a happy person, I'm a lousy friend and I'm just so tired. So sadly I give up. I will just do my 8:00 - 5:00 and be happy with my 2 hours a day that I get to sit in my recliner and ignore everyone. Sorry to make this my personal blog, please continue to use this forum for whatever you guys want. I just don't feel like it really matters what I do or say - it's destined to fail. so FUCK IT. Its not your fault - it's mine. I should have quit my job and started a fxing company. If anyone is curious what I'll be doing with all the free time I have now... I'm writing a novel. Seems to be the only thing I'm good at from my own perspective, but I'm sure when I finish that we'll be able to find something wrong with that as well. PEACE!



Jester	Jul 26 2009, 02:37 AM Post #2
Web Developer Posts: 358 Group: Admins Member #9 Joined: May 12, 2008 What is your favorite type of game? PC / Console Games	wow dude. i'm really sorry to hear that you are so tired with things not working out. I can relate to a degree because of my experience at rconfiles. I hope I'm not one of those people you are directly pissed at. I hope things get better for you soon as I know your dealing with alot of stuff right now. Just remember that no matter what, you've always got a friend here.



x8xid	Jul 26 2009, 11:23 AM Post #3
Owner / Clan Master Posts: 3,532 Group: Admins Member #1 Joined: May 9, 2008 What is your favorite type of game? Pen / Paper RPG	Thank you... To all. I'm just really in a piss poor mood. I'm not really angry at anyone... I'm just pissy about stuff. I have depression, I'm anti social, and the only things I really enjoy doing are social hobbies. It sucks, I hate it, and probably in a month all the chemicals in my body will change and I will feel human again. You are all good friends. I just hardly see any of you. I don't know exactly what MY problem is, I just need to get back to thinking straight. I want to get all the stupid distractions off my mind so I'm dumping all the extra responsibillities. If I put them on hold they are still lingering, so I have to actually throw them out for a while. I probably stepped on some feelings last night, but hopefully you guys know me well enough that you realize I'm just trying to be honest with everyone, and myself. I need some hardcore therapy and this is about as close to it as I can get. I feel a little better today... for what it was worth. Eddie - I'm still looking forward to Saturday if you can still make it. And I am going to TRY to take Friday off. I need a long weekend and someone to talk to, if you don't mind me being completely honest. Edited by x8xid, Jul 26 2009, 11:25 AM.



Onyx	Jul 26 2009, 04:21 PM Post #4
Best Member Ever Posts: 2,108 Group: Members Member #4 Joined: May 11, 2008 What is your favorite type of game? Pen / Paper RPG	Way sad to hear your in a bad place. Way glad to hear you're taking care of yourself by doing what you need to about it.
	Art may imitate life, but only propoganda can hide the bodies.


thedixman2000	Jul 26 2009, 04:37 PM Post #5
Obsessed Posts: 1,836 Group: Members Member #3 Joined: May 11, 2008	Dude, sorry to hear all that. I swear that at some point I will get myself sorted out, and I will be seeing friends again. Actually, things might work out that I have to move in with my in-laws for a month, and you might see more of me than you can stand. In the meantime, I am still here for talking, etc, anytime. I think that the online gaming clan suffers from the same problem as home gym equipment (odd parallel). Sure, you COULD do that at any time, but there's so much else to distract you. Edited by thedixman2000, Jul 26 2009, 04:38 PM.
	Hey, what's with the silent treatment? Ellipses are for suckers! Talk to me!


thedixman2000	Jul 26 2009, 04:39 PM Post #6
Obsessed Posts: 1,836 Group: Members Member #3 Joined: May 11, 2008	Although I have to say, BEST HOMEPAGE EVER. {laugh}
	Hey, what's with the silent treatment? Ellipses are for suckers! Talk to me!


Orphannedgod	Jul 26 2009, 05:11 PM Post #7
Squad Leader Posts: 502 Group: Members Member #6 Joined: May 11, 2008 What is your favorite type of game? Pen / Paper RPG	Completely agree with Dix. Made it my desktop backround. Yeah man I'm down for Friday if you need to talk and Saturday is still a go if you're up to it.
	Esta Fuerza Es Mi Espada


x8xid	Jul 26 2009, 06:49 PM Post #8
Owner / Clan Master Posts: 3,532 Group: Admins Member #1 Joined: May 9, 2008 What is your favorite type of game? Pen / Paper RPG	Yeah I am... even if I am determined to run off-the-cuff. LOL. Was hoping everyone could see at least some humor in my moody ass homepage.



Orphannedgod	Jul 26 2009, 07:49 PM Post #9
Squad Leader Posts: 502 Group: Members Member #6 Joined: May 11, 2008 What is your favorite type of game? Pen / Paper RPG	Cool cool. Also! It is looking like for the next month at least I will be able to do saturday nights, as long as we can start a bit late. I get off work at 8:00PM and don't work sunday. Just an update of the schedule type thing.
	Esta Fuerza Es Mi Espada


ender42	Jul 27 2009, 10:07 AM Post #10
Addicted Posts: 728 Group: Members Member #8 Joined: May 12, 2008 What is your favorite type of game? PC / Console Games	Wow, I had no idea man. Now I feel bad that I never have the chance to get on and play any of the games. Of course, I don't get the chance to play any games lately. I think just about everyone has hit a bit of a spot right now. We all go to work and then go home and sleep, there just doesn't seem to be much time for the fun stuff. Let's let this sit for a little while and perhaps we can come back to it. Maybe it is time for another LAN party or just another big get-together soon. We do have a birthday in August to look forward to...



x8xid	Jul 27 2009, 12:51 PM Post #11
Owner / Clan Master Posts: 3,532 Group: Admins Member #1 Joined: May 9, 2008 What is your favorite type of game? Pen / Paper RPG	I'm glad everyone is understanding the sitution



x8xid	Dec 12 2009, 02:17 PM Post #12
Owner / Clan Master Posts: 3,532 Group: Admins Member #1 Joined: May 9, 2008 What is your favorite type of game? Pen / Paper RPG	Well folks... I have to say - coming up on the close of the year I really feel like I had a great one. Now that all of the major hullabaloo seems to be behind me I'm feeling the itch to work on games and sites. As you can tell I have already gotten a big jump off on my Vampire game - As I solidify the ground work on that project I am really jonesing for some online gaming of the awesome verity. I would like to start up a clan - but that means working on the site to get my new ideas going. I'm actually pretty excited. Starting this weekend I plan to get some stuff going. I met with Jester yesterday about getting some dedicated game servers running. I finally settled on 3 games I would constantly have going. Unreal2k4, CoD4, and BF2 --- We will no longer have a teamspeak server (not to start with anyway) as I plan to use Xfire. In the future we may go back to TS since it seems to have less connection issues within our little group - but for now I want to give it a fair shot. It has many great features for social networking in the gamer community. (It's to bad STEAM doesn't work the same.) Anyway, I won't bore you with the details, but gear up for some gaming events in the future. I would like to get together for some L4D, Combat Arms, and Diablo2. OH YEAH - ALSO - I have the server code for Hellgate London!!! While it would only be open to RPGX, we could actually play some online Hellgate. Just something to think about.



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